This is what you diffidently do when you feel something deep inside your HEART.
"I felt like this before, pretend that everything is okay but it's not.I always pretend that everything is okay with me though I'm not, I always feel a shamed in myself that i always act like that and it doesn't need to be like that, a PRETENABLE PERSON like me ."
QUOTES:
"I've seen her expression, as she looks in your direction, it's there in her eyes... You say there's no connection, you don't think that's her intention, boy you must be blind... I know that she wants you and your attention!"
"I've never understood the reasoning for someone to 'move on' from a relationship. It's not like you are really going to 'move on,' you are just trying to tell your heart to stop thinking about that person every second of every minute of everyday until it finally becomes a routine and you don't notice it anymore. That is, until you see that person again, with someone who isn't you, and then you have to remind yourself again."
"I know as long as you are happy I can get through this, but it still kills me to see you with her. Not because she is perfect for you, not because she makes you smile, not because she is what you need, but because I know that she deserves you more than I do, and that pain is indescribable." - Kate Russell
MY FEELINGS THAT I FELT BEFORE.
•I don't want HIM anymore,
I don't need HIM anymore.
why is it someone snaps my heart and telling me
something that I love him before and NOW .
for me it's so hard to let go of that feelings that I felt before.
I never thought that it will go in this situation, so hard for me to Understand everything for a one person that loves me before, that, that time I have a boyfriend and trying to be his girlfriend, but now he had a new true love which is my best friend , me and my best friend had fall in love on only one boy, the boy wanted to take the hands of my BF to be his girlfriend and now I am getting JEALOUS, but for me its "FINE" its "OKAY" to me that they loved each other even though this painful and its almost killing me my feelings on him, I still accept everything what happen or what will happen to them, I'm still her best friend no matter what happens I'm still there by her side to cheer her up for what she will do to herself for what makes her feel good and better, to makes her happy.
A friend never gave up for a friend, giving everything just for her and even though its to painful to me I can still care on to this, all I can do until I can't handle it anymore.
I never thought that it will go in this situation, so hard for me to Understand everything for a one person that loves me before, that, that time I have a boyfriend and trying to be his girlfriend, but now he had a new true love which is my best friend , me and my best friend had fall in love on only one boy, the boy wanted to take the hands of my BF to be his girlfriend and now I am getting JEALOUS, but for me its "FINE" its "OKAY" to me that they loved each other even though this painful and its almost killing me my feelings on him, I still accept everything what happen or what will happen to them, I'm still her best friend no matter what happens I'm still there by her side to cheer her up for what she will do to herself for what makes her feel good and better, to makes her happy.
A friend never gave up for a friend, giving everything just for her and even though its to painful to me I can still care on to this, all I can do until I can't handle it anymore.
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